| Life... so ..long!!! |
[13 Jun 2006|02:24am] |
Life takes so long to enjoy, when you think you got it, it changes..... like that no questions asked.... dam, i need a good hug! it's not that in not happy just not fufilled, or what-ever bullshit, or Jaazz!!!!
Again i need that hug......
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| F-ing HELL!!!!!! |
[17 Apr 2006|11:40am] |
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i hate, i meen i hate,!!! being a Girl!!!
it's not fair!!!!
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[22 Mar 2006|10:27pm] |
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I GOT MY TAT's ya me. no tears im so happy! im a big girl now.
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[17 Mar 2006|03:24pm] |
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I cut my hair off now i have a fow-hawk it cool it just takes some work in the morn. you should chek out my myspace pic's!
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[11 Mar 2006|02:42am] |
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i need a common ground in my life.
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| disneyland |
[06 Mar 2006|02:24am] |
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I think i go to much... Hummmm... Naa!
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[05 Mar 2006|12:28am] |
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im sitting here naked..... no really i am. and i started doing sporadic things like that, and its rather fun!!!!! im looking to drink to night get just a little.... fucked up.There is always hope in something.
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| So sweet! |
[01 Mar 2006|10:21am] |
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Body: When a guy calls u
he wants to be with you
When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong
When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes,
he means it
When a guy stares at you,
he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world
When you're laying your head on a guy's chest
he has the world
When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love
When a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it
When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done
When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else
Girl facts:
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.
When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.
When a girl says, "I'll love you forever,"
she means it.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that
post this as "WHEN A GUY SAYS HE MISSES YOU" if you're a guy
post this as "WHEN A GIRL SAYS SHE MISSES YOU" if you're a girl
MOST of them are true. I hope!
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| To kill an American. |
[28 Feb 2006|10:27am] |
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Written by an Australian Dentist...and too good to delete....
To Kill an American
You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American.
So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is, so they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!)
"An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan.
An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans.
An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim.
In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in America they are free to worship as each of them chooses.
An American is also free to believe in no religion. For that he will answer only to God, not to the government, or to armed thugs claiming to speak for the government and for God.
An American lives in the most prosperous land in the history of the world.
The root of that prosperity can be found in the Declaration of Independence, which recognizes the God given right of each person to the pursuit of happiness.
An American is generous. Americans have helped out just about every other nation in the world in their time of need, never asking a thing in return.
When Afghanistan was over-run by the Soviet army 20 years ago, Americans came with arms and supplies to enable the people to win back their country!
As of the morning of September 11, Americans had given more than any other nation to the poor in Afghanistan. Americans welcome the best of everything...the best products, the best books, the best music, the best food, the best services. But they also welcome the least.
The national symbol of America, The Statue of Liberty, welcomes your tired and your poor, the wretched refuse of your teeming shores, the homeless, tempest tossed. These in fact are the people who built America.
Some of them were working in the Twin Towers the morning of September 11, 2001 earning a better life for their families. It's been told that the World Trade Center victims were from at least 30 different countries, cultures, and first languages, including those that aided and abetted the terrorists.
So you can try to kill an American if you must. Hitler did. So did General Tojo, and Stalin, and Mao Tse-Tung, and other blood-thirsty tyrants in the world. But, in doing so you would just be killing yourself. Because Americans are not a particular people from a particular place. They are the embodiment of the human spirit of freedom. Everyone who holds to that spirit, everywhere, is an American.
Please keep this going!
Pass this around the World !
then pass it around again.
It says it all, for all of us !
Dan Belden
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| still in vegas |
[25 Feb 2006|03:36am] |
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i love vegas anyone wan'a move a little east.like , lets say....VEGAS. im having a blast im not missing home to much.
i saw zoomanity- that was the best show i've ever seen and thats saying alot.i had VIP tick's. omy gosh. but i was a little lonely.
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| A new life, 4 me |
[25 Feb 2006|03:24am] |
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I have this new guy in my life, and it's great he goes to Disneyland I think more than me... and that's alot. Always open to do anything! Hes older than me so we can go do more things and stay places, he lives 30 min north so its nice to go up there and be the new girl. To be able to kinda start off fresh with his friends, with no previous opinions of me.
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[18 Feb 2006|11:07pm] |
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I belive im better now......... well i'm leaving for a bit,living for vegas, on tus so that should be fun. yaya fun, what would make it fun is if i had someone to go with. if you have the days tus-sunday off please wirte to me if you wanna go. im lonly and dont like walking into strip clubs alone.
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| im changing things |
[16 Feb 2006|12:22am] |
This is what is going on in my head:
Every one says "i'm going to change myself to be a better person" and they never fucking do it. well today that's it, i have centered my live around the two people i loved the most to me brandon & Gregory,i have made my life difficult for myself, as well as for one of them more than the other.Brandon is i good friend that helped me be able to talk someone when i was in need a friend.Gregory has been my good friend through thick and thin. i have fucked up that relationship so many times there is no hope of ever getting it back. "i'm dearly sorry for everything i put you through." as for myself i feel that is time to move on.
This is what is going on in my heart:
i've hurt myself more than i needed to, i've hurt others more then i needed to."i need to just cry, i need to just get it out, but it won't.... this is what i get! i feel like i could let go and my body just is holding me here trying,.... trying to make ME hurt more. i can't get these feelings out of me. i'm just cutting the wound deeper, someone is standing over me poring salt into my wond, asking me,...how do you feel now. "DO you Feel how i felt, for so long." i cry, i cry so hard the tears streams down my face. "just make it stop" i don't feel any better.
This is my reality:
I have not cry ed at all, not like i need to. Someone just hit me.
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| Hungry |
[09 Nov 2005|12:05am] |
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ME WANT FOOD....im hungry im gona go to the store and buy anything that looks good to me.
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| a bad F-ing night to rember. |
[01 Nov 2005|12:59am] |
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so i had a great day and the worst night ever. i fucking hate life. i really need to fix my fucking life, i don't have any structure to my life and while every one was having fun in high school i was working my ass off. not going to parties now that every one has there shit together i'm fucking up left and right. as they "DiD in high school". i just want help ... i just want guidance.... i don't know what i'm doing, other than fucking everyone i know, or care abouts life up. I JUST NEED HELP!
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| i diserved it............ |
[01 Nov 2005|12:37am] |
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Being a girl does not matter, honestly i needed to be hit "maybe not physically" maybe i did! i fuck around with my life so much i don't realize the domino effect it has on others. i fucked up! all i can say is that i'm sorry. I'M SORRY,
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| Im in need, |
[18 Oct 2005|11:23pm] |
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So i leve for Long Beach on Friday and will be up there sat too. have you ever been in that mood where you want to be huged really bad and then .... i don't know, i want to be huged then at the same time i don't want to be touched at all. Ash i just need a hug from you and you only. i am in need of a good friend.
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| I'm on my way out |
[06 Oct 2005|10:29am] |
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so i'm going away for a polo terniment to day leave at 1:00 and i'm packing, well not really i'm just kinda playing around...but at some point i will pack. If not all i really need is a swim suite anyways.
Thanks Ash for changing up my LJ page to Disney, MY PAGE ROCKS!!!
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| I have fallen and can't get up. |
[04 Oct 2005|10:27pm] |
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well.. not really i just hurt my self running and swimming. i got shinsplents, thats not how you spell that i know i just don't know!Anyways my days have been getting better from my last post i left. I love H20 polo, sometimes its just hard to want to play.
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| so we lost, fuck them! |
[01 Oct 2005|12:09am] |
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im not mad about the game, im mad at my self. i got up to go to school at 7:30am i decided to go get coffie to wake up a bit and..... fell asleep in the parking lot with my coffie " that was not that good to begin with" i woke up around 12:00 rushed home to go on the net to get directions as to where we were playing. then check my bag to get my swim suit and cant find it.well, i still cant find it and i have a game tomar. to day just sucks. I NEED A F*INTG HUG.
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